The moment I woke up in the morning, I thought I was going to sleep for good.

I didn’t.

That was the moment I started watching Netflix.

I was on my phone playing Netflix with my sister.

I thought I might have to go to the hospital.

I couldn’t believe I was still awake.

I had the best night of my life.

I’m not even kidding.

I can’t even describe how lucky I am to have had such a great night.

It was just the most incredible feeling in the world.

That’s when I got the call from my dad, telling me that he had an appointment with his doctor.

He told me to stay home and that it was going really well.

It felt so good.

It was a blessing that I could still watch the new episodes, even if I was exhausted from work.

I think it was my favorite part of my experience, that I was able to feel like a normal person.

I just felt like a kid again.

I felt like I was in control of my destiny.

It wasn’t until my doctor told me that I needed to take a step back and reevaluate my life that I realized how lucky it was to have found Netflix.

It felt so empowering to have my life back.

It really was a gift to me.

I think that’s what made me want to keep going.

Netflix has made me feel like I’m doing the right thing.

I don’t have to worry about getting a job or getting on my feet or making ends meet.

I feel like my entire life was made better because of it.

I know that now.